The Daily Tweets, 2009-10-13: Your spearhead is wilting

  • Whiny “men’s rights” activists whining about the ‘feminization of SF” Your spearhead is wilting! http://bit.ly/4yddsU #

[Update some years later, 19 Oct 2015:] The original malewhinge I tweeted about above has seemingly disappeared, as has the website it came from, which was called “The Spearhead.”  But the Fan History Wiki has a useful summary:

On October 9, 2009, a blogger by the name of Pro-male/Anti-feminist Tech posted an entry at The Spearhead entitled “The War on Science Fiction and Marvin Minsky”. The posting claimed that science fiction was traditionally a “very male form of fiction” and bemoaned the increasing presence of women in the field and the supposed “feminizing” of the genre. Popular writer Joss Whedon was singled out as a “mangina”, the reimagined version of Battlestar Galactica was criticized for “castrating” male characters, and the presence of women in science fiction was also blamed for discouraging men from entering scientific fields as they had in the past. The article also pointed fingers at Dr. Who and Torchwood for the character of Captain Jack Harkness as an “omnisexual”.

Just reading the summary reminds me how pathetic the thing was. Get some Viagra, man! It’s also fun reading Fan History Wiki ‘s compilation of the titles of blogposts reacting to it.

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The Daily Tweets, 2009-10-12: UAA moose

A snack between classes on the UAA campus, April 2005

A snack between classes on the UAA campus, April 2005

  • Fall safety warning at UAA: “Should a moose cross your path – wait for it to move along or choose an alternate route.” #
Chugach Mountains from midtown. Hard to believe this its Oct. 12, & weve already seen termination dust.

Chugach Mountains from midtown. Hard to believe this is Oct. 12, & we've already seen termination dust. Now it's mostly melted away

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Biospherics

Sphagnum moss, sundew, & other plants in the muskeg of the Alaska boreal forest: A teensy part of the biosphere

Sphagnum moss, sundew, & other plants in the muskeg of the Alaska boreal forest: A teensy part of the biosphere. Will any of this come with us into outer space?

NaNoWriMo 2009 participant

My username on NaNoWriMo: yksin.

A couple of weeks ago I wrote a post about my preliminary research on closed biospheres (see “Eating (& breathing & crapping) in outer space,” 9/29/09).  This research was for a story I was working on, which has now become my project for NaNoWriMo 2009: Long Dark, about the people making the long journey between the stars to colonize another solar system.  One of the planets in the destination solar system, in the process of terraformation, is the setting of my 2007 NaNoWriMo project Cold, from which comes the story “Cold” which will be published on November 1 in Crossed Genres Issue 12.  Both Long Dark & Cold involve a space-based society that has been lived for generations in closed habitats — so the closed biosphere stuff is pretty darn important.

By the time I completed that previous post, I had learned a couple of new closely-related acronyms I hadn’t known before —

— but I was still a little fuzzy on the difference between the two of them.  But thanks to the powers of “Click to Look Inside!” on Amazon.com, I was able to take a peek into a book that has answered that question — The Moon: Resources, Future Development and Settlement, 2nd ed. by David Schrunk, Burton Sharpe, Bonnie L. Cooper, and Madhu Thangavelu (Praxis, 2007).

Here’s one of the key passages, which also teaches me a new term — biospherics:

Biospherics is a newly-evolving discipline that studies and emulates the environmental, ecological, and life-support system of planet Earth.  Advances in biospherics show much promise in the development of CLSS [I think they meant to write CELSS here] that can be applied to long-duration habitats on the Moon, and eventually Mars.

By introducing biological systems such a plants and animals into a cycle that resembles an ecological system on Earth, a symbiotic, balanced, and efficient ECLSS can be evolved.  Such systems can be designed to regenerate food supplies (something that physico-chemical systems do not do) through complex feedback loops that are being developed and tested now with encouraging results.  The result is a system that can imitate the functions of the Earth by regenerating the air, water, and food within the enclosure with only minimal additional input.  Such a system is referred to as a sustainable ecological life-support system (SELSS).

Current experimental life-support systems show promise but are quite complex in their layout and function, and their performance has not been consistent.  However, as experience with these systems increase, so will reliability and ease of operations.  The long-term goal of the ECLSS community is to produce a fully-closed system that can regenerate all of the water, air, and food without adding anything to the system after startup.  This ideal system is often referred to as the closed ecological life-support system or CELSS. (p. 102)

So it appears that in the lingo of space exploration, CELSS is a subset of ECLSS, with the latter term used for the life support systems developed for space exploration in general, & the former for those that are, ideally, self-sustaining, like real biospheres.  But of course, in reality, even a physico-chemical system (the type of ECLSS that human-occupied spacecraft so far have used) is dependent upon full-scale biospheres, because such systems can’t sustain life for very long without continual replenishment: they’re good only for short missions and/or close-by missions (like the International Space Station), to which new supplies can be ferried.  As Schrunk et al., write of physico-chemical systems,

They are dependable, show highly predictable behavior, and are rather easy to operate. However, for permanently-manned lunar bases, the material resources needed to operate such systems must be replenished at considerable expense. (p. 102)

And my characters, of course, are living much further out from Earth than the Moon.

Schrunk et al. say more about CELSS in their appendix on human factors in lunar settlement:

A CELSS is, in theory, a completely-closed system wherein continuous waste-recycling and regenerative systems provide 100 percent of the food, water, and breathable atmosphere in a psychologically-acceptable human environment.  In practice, a completely-closed system is not possible, because some loss of resources (such as leakage of oxygen and water out of the habitat) is inevitable.  The goal, then, of CELSS is to approach, as closely as possible, a condition of self-reliance for humans on the Moon, where a minimum re-supply from Earth is necessary.

The goal of self-reliance will be much more achievable for a lunar base than for an Earth-orbiting station because the lunar base will have access to local resources, such as water and oxygen, that are not available in Earth orbit.  Furthermore, the Moon has a gravity that simplifies waste management, food preparation, and water purification procedures, and the lunar electric power grid will provide the lunar base with power.

The CELSS concept may be divided into four components: biological (plant growth) and inorganic food production; food processing; crew space; and waste processing.  In addition to maintaining the proper oxygen-bearing atmosphere, the major challenges to CELSS on the Moon are the provision of food for the crew and the management of wastes. (pp. 390-391)

And from there into a description of the four components. (Compare with the four compartments of the MELiSSA loop of the European Space Agency’s Micro-Ecological Life Support System Alternative (MELiSSA) project, described in the “Eating (etc.) in outer space” post. Those four compartments match up with just the “waste processing” and “food production” components  of the whole CELSS system.)

A good point there about how difficult it would be (outside a true planetwide biosphere like Earth) to have an ideal CELSS: even the best designed airlock in the world will let escape a few molecules of air with each use; over time, those losses would accumulate enough to have an impact on the CELSS’s ability to sustain itself.  So, nice to be in a place which, even if it doesn’t provide the full panoply of resources that Earth itself does, can replenish enough of them to keep the denizens of a closed habitat reasonably healthy.  That’s what last week’s so-called “moon bomb” was about: NASA’s Lunar CRater Observation and Sensing Satellite (LCROSS) is a prospecting mission. They’re looking for water (or more specifically, water ice, which they already exists on the Moon), without which lunar exploration (or settlement) would be prohibitively expensive.

My story will of course assume that such problems have been solved: it’s set in a story universe in which the Moon has been settled, Mars has not only been settled but actually terraformed, & humans also inhabit closed habitat settlements in the asteroid belt & on some of the various moons of the gas giants.  But I’m also supposing that some progress in improving CELSS systems can yet be made, which is central to the concerns of one of my main characters, Jyoti.  I’ve described her as a farmer —“A farmer, that is, in outer space terms: someone whose entire occupation is directed towards the healthy sustenance of humans living in closed biospheres in various size ranges,” as I wrote in the “Eating (etc.) in outer space” post.

But she’s also a farmer on a mission: a generations-long mission to another solar system, & in the long in-between of the 4+ light years separating our native solar system from the one she & all her people are headed towards, they’re not going to have anyone to turn to if, for instance, they have some kind of nutritional deficiency in their diets.  Living in the Belt, one could presumably still get (if at enormous costs) foods imported from Earth or (the terraformed) Mars to add variety to the diet & to address deficiencies: no such luck when one is on a starship moving at an incredibly high velocity  (sublight, but hey: even 10% the speed of light is pretty damn fast!), that no CARE package from home can hope to catch up with.  So Jyoti, as one member of the Consensus of outer-space farmers of which she is part, is all about ensuring that they’ll have everything along that they’ll need for the generations of the passage & their descendants, the generations that will actually settle the new system.

In Schrunk, et al. I found this note:

Experiments on Earth have demonstrated that the caloric requirements of one person can be satisfied by the wheat output that is grown on an area of approximately 20 square meters (Salisbury and Bugbee, 1985).  For a lunar base of 50 people, the area of lunar soil under cultivation would need to be 1,000 square meters; a wheat field of one square kilometer could theoretically support as many as 50,000 people. (p. 390, note 7)

Very useful info, that.  But that’s just wheat, and, as any nutritionist knows,  Man & woman does not live by carbs alone: we also need fats & protein.*  And we need particular kinds of carbs, fats, & protein, not to mention minerals & vitamins & other micronutrients — at least if we want to be healthy.  So it seems to me that one of the great challenges to space exploration would be in designing CELSS systems that offer not just basic sustenance that even carbs-in-a-box, Big Macs,  & Pepsi Cola provide in a (very bad) way, but healthy sustenance over a long period of time.

So thank you for this new word: biospherics very much captures what I mean.  Jyoti & company need not just a basic life support system, but a complete biosphere. A smaller biosphere, to be sure, than our birthplace Earth: but an entire one all the same.

Besides, this new word has given me a new search term, which has already landed me one great find: a book I probably would have missed otherwise, Spaceflight Life Support and Biospherics by Peter Eckart (Microcosm, 1997). More than a decade old… but I reckon it’ll still give me a better background than what I have now.  I found a few other books too that cover topics I need to know a bit more about to write the story universe of Long Dark & Cold, including Schrunk, et al.’s, Moon book.

They’re on their way to me right now — should be here by Wednesday.  Sublight, but still pretty damn fast.

The expanding reading list: it’s not like I’ll get ’em all read before NaNoWriMo starts on November 1. But it’s not like the whole thing will get written in November, either.  Both the reading this month, & the writing next month, are just front-end loading.  But lots of fun.

* Grateful acknowledgment to Deut. 8:3, Matt. 4:4, & Luke 4:4.

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The Daily Tweets, 2009-10-11: The Running Man livesnark

The Running Man

The Running Man: A game nobody survives. But we survived it because we #livesnarked it together!

Most of today’s tweeting was my participation in our inaugural #livesnark event featuring the Arnold Schwarzenegger movie “The Running Man,” which I announced yesterday. These tweets are only my own: to see the full transcript, which includes the wit & wisdom of @jansonjones & 907natalie, see the livesnark blog Janson Jones has set up at his site (& read from the bottom up).  We’re considering having another #livesnark in a couple of weeks featuring “Flash Gordon.”

  • Tired of kvetching abt Twitter Quitter? Snark abt the Governator instead! 2 PM AK time watch Running Man & #livesnark ! http://bit.ly/an3MI #
  • @JanFlora49 No, I missed Obama’s speech… but I’ll believe he’ll get rid of DADT when he does it. in reply to JanFlora49 #
  • Prepping for the Running Man #livesnark Twitter virtual watch party starting in about 25 minutes. Food… laptop… DVD… SNARK! #
  • @jansonjones Synchronize watches: 1 minute to #livesnark — where are all you California schwarzenegger snarkers? #
  • Starting the movie. #livesnark #
  • But which way would Cheney have a wetdream? Wet dream or wet the bed? #livesnark #
  • First we must establish Arnold’s innocense with obvious bad dialogue. #livesnark #
  • Yaphet Kotto: what’s a good actor like you doing in a dreg movie like this?
    Jesse Ventura: we know _exactly_ why _you’re_ here. #livesnark #
  • Food fight! er… i mean, prison riot! #livesnark #
  • Based on a novel by Richard Bachman, which really means Stephen King. Paul Michael Glaser directed this? huh. #livesnark #
  • @jansonjones I think you’re a couple minutes ahead of me. #livesnark #
  • @redrummy You can always buy it for $9.99 off iTunes! hahahaaaha #livesnark #
  • Richard Dawson in a big red gashog. #livesnark #
  • For a minute I thought that was a Gold’s Gym shirt he was wearing. But no, it’s World Gym. #livesnark #
  • Geez. And Minnesotans voted that dork into being governor! (But then, look who Alaskans voted for…) #livesnark #
  • @TheMumpower I was thinking he might be on an Aurelia break. #livesnark in reply to TheMumpower #
  • There he is, harrassing women as usual. #livesnark #
  • @907natalie Join in anyway! about 22 minutes in. #livesnark #
  • That’s what you get for inviting a beautiful woman to puke on your ugly shirt, Arnold. #livesnark #
  • But if Aurelia had needed to spit up, she coulda done it on his loud Hawaiian shirt. #livesnark #
  • The lighting for these dancing babes is kinda… poor. #livesnark #
  • Time for … Family Feud! #livesnark #
  • What a hero… stabbed the guy in a back w/ a pencil. #livesnark #
  • What’s this with all the bighair dancing babes touching his chest? #livesnark #
  • So they stole the “I’ll be back” line for Terminator from _this_ flick? #livesnark #
  • Too bad you don’t have that blue Hawaiian shirt still, Arnie — you look like you could use a could puke. #livesnark #
  • Who should she name as the stalker? How about… Arnold Schwarzenegger? B/c he’s a top level stalker, ain’t he? The Gropinator? #livesnark #
  • Time for a dramatic statement of defiance by Arnie. Duh. #livesnark #
  • Why are these stalkers so far all morbidly obese? #livesnark #
  • I think the audience would all look good in red t-shirts with signs that say “Truth is not hate” #livesnark #
  • Are they too stupid to throw one of these chunks of concrete at motorcycle chainsaw man? Apparently so. #livesnark #
  • Get ready for another melodramatic line of Arnoldian defiance! #livesnark #
  • RT @907natalie 907natalie #livesnark runningman home game! Comes with tour very own chainsaw, treadmill and bubblepacked steroids! #
  • Ah first big predictable chainsaw red stripe of blodd, THEN the melodramatic line of Arnoldian defiance. #livesnark #
  • Yeah, he looks like a rather huge lit up condom doesn’t he? #livesnark #
  • “What happened to Buzzsaw?” “He had to split.” ahaahahaaaa what a knee slapper ahahaahaha. #livesnark #
  • RIP Yaphet Kotto: now you don’t need to be in this shitty movie anymore. #livesnark #
  • Wow. I am in awe of those well-spleened lines. #livesnark #
  • He must be the real hero because he’s one mean motherfucker! More fascist than the fascists! Yes! Let’s vote for him! #livesnark #
  • “Have a light.” “What a hothead.” — No: what shitty writers. #livesnark #
  • Jesse Ventura as Captain Freedom: “this is a game of death and honor!” #livesnark #
  • Who will win this election, Arnold Schwarzenegger or Jesse Ventura? If only Sarah could be here too. #livesnark #
  • @jansonjones I bet we could find a good role for Megan Stapletongue too. in reply to jansonjones #
  • (Oops forgot the hashtag.) @jansonjones I bet we could find a good role for Megan Stapletongue too. #livesnark #
  • RT jansonjones #livesnark Ewwwww… “Where did you hide that?” She grins and then replies, “None of your business.” // double-ewwwww #
  • “Don’t touch that dial” badly delivered by Frank Zappa’s son Dweezil. #livesnark #
  • Deck the balls / with jowels of foully / fa la la la la #livesnark #
  • Too many bad one liners to repeat. #livesnark #
  • “I don’t do requests” / “Well that hit the spot” I need a loud blue Hawaiian shirt to barf into now. #livesnark #
  • Ah, what a sweet love story The Running Man is. Just makes my eyes tear up. #livesnark #
  • What a sucko piece of suckwad. Just think: there are reviewers who gave this movie good reviews! #livesnark #
  • What does this song even have to do with the plot of the movie? #livesnark #
  • BTW the Wikipedia account of the plot of the Stephen King (as Richard Bachmann) novel indicates it sucked pretty badly too. #livesnark #
  • Pretty bad. Bad as Total Recall? Hard pick. Total Recall ruined a good writer’s good story. This ruined an OK writers crap story. #livesnark #
  • Did you like my blog post advertising it? #livesnark #
  • @jansonjones Flash Gordon possibly. in reply to jansonjones #

(Tweeting about something else now….)

  • @MoTancharoen I’m still amazed about BSG even after seeing every episode at least two if not three or more times! in reply to MoTancharoen #
  • @CapricaSeven Last night rewatched the “Hush” ep of “Buffy.” Every bit as good as I know all 110+ eps of Caprica will be. 😉 Keep writing! in reply to CapricaSeven #
  • Ah, Dexter. This should surely wipe the last vestiges of poorly written, poorly executed “Running Man” dialogue from my mind. #livesnark #
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Coming out

Anchorage PrideFest 2009In celebration of National Coming Out Day.

I came out when I was a sophomore in college at age 19. Actually, I came out somewhere in North Dakota on a Greyhound bus on my way back to college for my sophomore year, after first having agonized for several months as a freshman, & then the full summer at home in Montana, & not having anyone to talk with about the feelings I had or what they meant.  It was a decision I made alone, & it was very very scary. That was 1978.

My high school graduation photo, 1977, about a year before I came out

My high school graduation photo, 1977, about a year before I came out

This year, 31 years later, after Mayor Sullivan vetoed the ordinance that would otherwise have granted equal protection under the law for LGBTQ residents of & visitors to Anchorage, Julia O’Malley wrote in the Anchorage Daily News about a friend of hers, a lesbian 15 years her senior, who took the veto as a message that the city did not welcome her.  Julia wrote,

To me, Sullivan’s decision isn’t evidence Anchorage has any particular point of view. Instead, it says one thing: a lot of old people run this city. [Ref #1]

Julia went on to discuss her “political mullet theory”: that like someone who continues to wear the same hairstyle long after it’s gone out of fashion, the current political leadership of Anchorage continues to hang on to attitudes & prejudices that are out-of-date.  But the times they are a’changing:

Statistics show we’re poised for a change. A group of young professionals will soon fill jobs vacated by boomers. They don’t have the hang-ups of the previous generation. [Ref #1]

Julia took a fair bit of flack for her opinion — not least from baby boomers who took issue with being identified with  older, less tolerant attitudes that Mayor Sullivan affirmed with his veto.  For example, one person wrote to her,

Please don’t forget how many “old people” were fighting for civil rights long before you were born. [Ref #2]

Julia responded the next day with a followup entitled “Boomers: this is not personal, it’s about statistics”:

Actually, there have actually been several polls and they all show the same thing: young people are more comfortable with gays than older people. Dogging all old people is really not my message. (I love old people, just ask my boomer parents!) And, experience is important in government. This column is about trend data that looks at attitudes. And baby boomers have different attitudes than those younger than them when it comes to gays. [Ref #2]

I had no issue with what Julia said in the initial article.  I agreed.  I was born in 1959, considered by some demographers as the tail end of the baby boom: baby boomers were (& still are) my older friends & my age peers. What Julia wrote about the attitudes of my generation holds true to what surrounded me when I came  out in 1978.  It was scary, it was painful, & it was a slow long job to learn who I could or could not trust with this important aspect of who I am.  And as hateful as the “Truth is Not Hate” hate speech that we heard constantly spewed from the mouths of red-shirted ordinance opponents over the course of the summer, the sentiments they expressed were not so different from the conventional wisdom of the majority of my peers in the East Coast women’s liberal arts college I attended from 1977 to 1981. Yes: the same college that Hillary Rodham Clinton attended, a supposed bastion of liberalism.

Recently I was contacted on Facebook by someone who attended my college about four or five years after I graduated.  To my surprise, she told me that in her day, I was “a legend.”  A legend? I asked.  What did I do? She told me it was because I was out.  Just the simple fact that I, by the time I was a senior, was out (& well-enough known in the college community that it counted).

Here’s the thing: as frightening as it was for me to acknowledge & accept who & what I am in the face of the incredible prejudice & hatred I might encounter (& occasionally did), it was one heckuva lot easier than winding my guts in knots by pretending to be something & someone I am not.  In fact, accepting myself as a lesbian was the foundational step in me ultimately being able, a few years later, to give up self-hatred altogether.

Here’s the other thing: as scary as it was to come out at age 19 in college, it was one heckuva lot easier for me than it was for those who came before me.  I’m thinking not only of the gay men & women who stood up against police harassment at Stonewall, but of the butch & femme subculture of Greenwich Village & other places where women lived the best they could as who they were in spite of publicly sanctioned persecution. Their courage in living as themselves instead of kowtowing to the incredible pressure to live by arbitrary rules that would have doomed them to unhappy lives — that made it just that much easier for me to find that courage, & live as myself.  I considered it my debt to them to make it that much easier for those who followed me.

So if the alum of my college was helped in coming out because I had been out in my time: I did my job.  If Julia O’Malley in 2009 can write, as she did in June,

I’ve been openly gay since I was 17 and I can say that I’ve never worried about getting fired or renting an apartment. I have a huge supportive family and a wide network of friends, so maybe I’ve been insulated. But every stranger I’ve come out to, from my high school principal to the cable guy, has been totally respectful. [Ref #3]

— that’s because I & others of my generation have done our jobs. By coming out, by living openly as who we were & are, by taking the licks that the bigoted were still gonna whack us with when they could, & getting up (if we could) & dusting ourselves off & keeping on going — we became known.  We are siblings, children, parents, friends, coworkers — people who are people, not just scary bugaboos hiding in the closets where Jerry Prevo & his ilk would prefer us to be kept, so that they can continue unchallenged in making up lies about us.

I have a fancy degree in the study of social movements but everything I know about real social change comes from living here. It boils down to this: Laws don’t change people’s minds, personal relationships do. [Ref #3]

I’ve made other modest contributions to the struggle for equal rights under the law for LGBTQ people.  I was a founding member in college of Wellesley Lesbians & Friend; in the early 1980s I was a board member of the Alaska Gay & Lesbian Resource Center (now known as Identity, Inc.); in the late 1980s I was principal writer or coauthor of the two most comprehensive studies done to date on lesbian & gay Alaskans & on sexual orientation bias in Alaska; & this year I wrote extensively on this blog about the Anchorage equal rights ordinance passed by the Assembly but vetoed by the Mayor, for which I received recognition at the True Diversity Dinner with an award for Excellence in Online Media.

But the most important work I’ve done is to simply live my life, openly, as who I am.  Which is no more & no less than what everyone should do, regardless of sexual orientation or gender identity or any of the other things that make us various & gloriously different from one another.

If that’s legendary, then let’s all live legendary lives.

Harming none, do as you will.

Note: Julia O’Malley was the recipient on September 30 of the True Diversity Award for Excellence in Print Media. Congratulations, Julia!

References

  1. 8/18/09. “What decade is it again, Mayor Sullivan?” by Julia O’Malley (Anchorage Daily News).
  2. 8/19/09. “Boomers: this is not personal, it’s about statistics” by Julia O’Malley (Anchorage Daily News).
  3. 6/5/09. “Looking for common ground at the Baptist Temple” by Julia O’Malley (Anchorage Daily News).
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The Daily Tweets, 2009-10-10

  • I chose to go writing today. Heading to Side Street. Happy Pride Conference to those there! #
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Tired of kvetching about the Twitter Quitter? Snark about the Governator instead!

The Running Man

The Running Man: A game nobody survives. But we can do it if we #livesnark it together! (....though truth to tell it might be safer to watch Robot Monster.)

Announcing the First Official Every-Now-and-Then Livesnark Event on Twitter!

SnarkDate: Sunday, October 11, 2009!
SnarkTime: 2:00 PM Alaska time (6:00 Eastern)!
SnarkFeature: “The Running Man” (1987) starring Arnold “The Governator” Schwarzenegger!
SnarkLocation: The Twitterverse!
SnarkHashtag: #livesnark (exclamation point by implication but omitted in fact in order to prevent the unwary from inadvertently including it in the hashtag)

Snarkers of California are especially invited to join us: 3:00 PM Pacific time!

Call it “Mystery Science Theatre 3000” for the Twitter Age!  Pop “The Running Man” into your DVD player (or, godshelpya, your VCR!) at 2:00 PM Alaska time, and join us in snarking about it on Twitter using the hashtag #livesnark.

“The Running Man,” based on the 1982 novel of the same title by Stephen King writing as Richard Bachman, is the classic crappy science fiction that somehow still managed to get a few good reviews film starring Arnold “I have an extensive record of alleged sexual harassment of women but least I didn’t quit my job midterm” Schwarzenegger.  Join us for our festive trashing of this fine film & you can also see another celebrity former governor who served out his full term, former professional wrestler Jesse Ventura, as Captain Freedom.

Yes! Minnesotans of the Age of Ventura are also especially invited to join us: 5:00 PM Central time!

See also “Family Feud” game show host & former “Hogan’s Heroes” hero Richard Dawson as evil game show host Damon Killian, and other famous people some of whom are actors & some of whom are not (or, well, not usually) in this rousing tale of game-show-sanctioned murder, mayhem, & “the only thing missing here is Rambo”-ism.

The glorious idea for this trashfest originated on September 27, 2009 with @jansonjones of Floridana Alaskiana v2.5, after I somehow found myself watching another Arnold “Who would you rather have as your governor? Arnold or just about anyone other than him except Palin?” Schwarzenegger film, “Total Recall,” about which I was witnessed to tweet such compliments as:

  • “Total Recall”: should’ve been a Mystery Science 3000 movie. #
  • “Total Recall” is so bad you’d almost think it was a SciFi — er, I mean SyFy — Original Movie #

Mark that history. Mark it well. For it marks (if only because you marked it) the start of a new legend of the Twitterverse:

#livesnark forever!!!

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Step

Broken rock

Step

How much can we give without giving it up?
How little without giving nothing?
How long can we stand in this sweet twilight
between knowing and unknowing?

On the border of yes and no,
between silence and declaration,
all is possible, all. Nothing certain.

Can the verities locked in my bones receive
manumission and be remade?
Can the truth cupped in my tongue
be released to your ear?
And when the silence that binds
me gives way to words,
what, when you hear them,
will you return?

[January 1999]

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The Daily Tweets, 2009-10-09

  • RT @outeralliance: Outer Alliance plans 10/11 Coming Out Day event http://bit.ly/x01le #
  • Stopped by Blockbuster last night: got my copy of Running Man for Sunday's 2:00 PM AKST #livesnark event! #
  • RT: @celticdiva: Stand up for victims of sexual violence–Noon to 3:00 PM, Nesbett Courthouse 3rd and I St. #
  • Eating a locally grown carrot. Wow is it tasty. #
  • RT: @elizadushku: DOLLHOUSE tonight 9p (or 8p) on FOX! Sorority/serial killer chic. Q&A after the show Tweeters! #
  • RT: @katsylver: OMG! The sun is shining through my window! Yay! // I won't see the sun again until February, except on weekends. [pout] #
  • RT: @MoTancharoen: Thoughts on tonight's #Dollhouse ep? Here's one – Enver was/is brilliant. Maybe that's two? // Me three. So very KiKi! #
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How to be a friend to an accused serial rapist

Nesbett Courthouse

Nesbett Courthouse at 4th & I in Anchorage. A demonstration will be held there at noon today in protest of the limited-release of accused serial rapist APD Officer Anthony Rollins, & in support of his victims.

Many years ago, a friend of mine stood accused of a misdemeanor crime involving sexual contact with a minor — a crime he pled no contest to, & for which, based on conversations with him, I felt he bore responsibility.  But nonetheless I went to court with him.  I paid a price for that — turns out that I knew the mother of the youth in the case, & she never forgave me for taking, as she thought it, the side of the man who victimized her son. But the reason I’d gone was not because I judged him innocent (I didn’t), but because a guilty person needs friends in facing his guilt, & facing the consequences of his crime, as much as he’d need friends beside him if he’d been innocent.

Based on accounts in the press of the evidence in the case against Anchorage police officer Anthony Rollins, accused of sexually assaulting six different women while on duty, I’m inclined to believe that he, too, is guilty.  But I’m less certain of the motivations of the numerous people, fellow members of Lighthouse Christian Fellowship, who have been packing the courtroom at Rollins’ hearings to the point — well, I’ll let AK Muckraker’s words speak here, in the Mudflats post she wrote earlier this week:

At the first hearing, according to a source at STAR [Standing Together Against Rape], two victims were forced to fight their way through the mass of people and stand, “crushed against the back wall” by the crowds that had come to give moral support to the man they say sexually assaulted them. “They couldn’t even see,” she said. “The mood of the people who came was like it was some kind of social event.  It was appalling.”

The court room was packed to overflowing, with Rollins’ church supporters filling the defendant’s side of the room, the seats in the jury box, the side of the coutroom usually reserved for the plaintiff, and spilling out into the hall when the room reached capacity. [Ref #1]

Were they there because they’re certain, based on factual evidence, that he’s innocent? Were they there because they believe him guilty & are helping him to face the consequences?  Or were they there based on “he goes to my church & I feel in my heart he’s innocent” evidence (which is hardly evidence) & are thereby not only helping him maintain but actively participating in denial of crimes he’s committed?

In the witness, yet, of the very persons he’s accused of violating?  To the extent that those women, & their friend & families, couldn’t even get a seat?

At least there was some improvement at the latest hearing, last Tuesday:

This time, knowing what awaited them, arrangements were made in advance for the victims and their families to have access to the courtroom and a place to sit down.  What that experience must have been like, facing your accused rapist in a room full of his supporters is to most of us, unimaginable. [Ref #1]

But my questions stand: what are the motives of the churchgoers who are packing the court for Rollins?  At Alaska Commons, John Aronno writes:

Rollins was released on $100,000 bail and is now under house arrest. He also gets field trips every Sunday, because the judge recognized how important it was for him to attend his church. And what church does he attend? Christian Lighthouse Fellowship. And how might the judge have reached the conclusion to release an alleged serial rapist? Well, the fact that the church came together as a “community” in support of Rollins probably helped; Lighthouse parishioners  packed the courthouse, leaving standing room only, even forcing the alleged victims to be packed against the wall while people stood in a pathetic brand of solidarity in support of their fellow Christian; someone who may have raped a half dozen women, while wearing a badge. [Ref #2]

Is this, for members of Lighthouse Christian Fellowship, just a matter of Christian solidarity?  Or shall I say, Christianist solidarity.  Blind support for another believer who may have committed serious crimes is not actually Christian — but fits right in with the Christianist ideology which assumes as a matter of course that only people outside the flock are guilty.

Celtic Diva wrote yesterday about an Anchorage police officer she personally knew who used his position to rape and torture women, & concluded:

I share [this story] now in hopes that supporters of Officer Rollins will open their minds to the possibility that six women are not lying.  I ask them to think back on their relationship with him and remember past inappropriate comments, humor or boundary issues…they have leaked out somewhere, giving hints of his true nature. [Ref #3]

A friend’s duty to a friend who stands accused of a crime is not to blindly assert his innocence — but to discern, to the best of one’s ability, whether he might be guilty. And if he is, to help him face his guilt. And to accept the consequences that are due him.

If any of you are reading this, I hope you’ll think about it.

Meanwhile, a demonstration has been called today for people to support the victims & to protest the preferential treatment this accused serial rapist has already received.  Here’s the press release:

ALASKAN WOMEN DESERVE BETTER

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE:

October 9, 2009

CONTACT:
Kirsten Stolle, 907-602-8042
Sara Anderson, 907-903-4121

Community to Rally Against Release of Accused Rapist Cop

CONCERNED CITIZENS TO PROTEST AT COURTHOUSE TODAY

A group of concerned citizens will gather today in front of Nesbett Courthouse to protest the limited-release of accused rapist and Anchorage Police Officer Anthony Rollins.  On October 5th, a bail hearing was held in which Judge Phillip Volland modified third party conditions to allow for electronic ankle monitoring and house arrest that included a provision to allow Rollins to still attend church while awaiting trial.

“Alaskan women deserve better than this,” said Kirsten Stolle, a concerned citizen working to organize today’s rally.  “Officer Rollins stands accused of raping six different women while on duty, and is now free to cause more pain.”

“Our state leads the nation in so many of tragic sexual abuse statistics.  It’s time for our legal system to send a strong message to perpetrators that Alaskans simply won’t stand for it.”

Officer Rollins is currently under house arrest where he is living with his wife, who is also an acting Sergeant with the Anchorage Police Department.

Today’s rally will be held in front of Nesbett Courthouse (corner of 4th and I Street) at noon.

References

  1. 10/6/09. “Indicted Serial Rapist Receives Overwhelming Support by AK Muckraker (The Mudflats).
  2. 10/9/09. “Anchorage Rapist Revered by Fellow Church-Goers. Is That Okay with You?” by John Aronno (Alaska Commons).
  3. 10/8/09. “Welcome to October 8th, ‘D-Day’ (Dividend Day) in Alaska” by Linda Kellen Biegel (Celtic Diva’s Blue Oasis).
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